Tonight I did The Climb by Miley Cyrus and a bit of Konayuki. I failed Konayuki, I think. How did these people do it?
Only Human sedih sangat I can't. Haha. And I recorded him singing Only Human :P Message me if you want it. Exclusively given, though.
But I seriously love The Climb, regardless the singer. Okay no offense to someone ;)
Lovebug? Tak kottt. But we never know. If I ever did it, he would kill me, painfully, I know.
Only Human sedih sangat I can't. Haha. And I recorded him singing Only Human :P Message me if you want it. Exclusively given, though.
But I seriously love The Climb, regardless the singer. Okay no offense to someone ;)
Lovebug? Tak kottt. But we never know. If I ever did it, he would kill me, painfully, I know.
I, now officially belong to the '21 and above' group. If such a thing even existed. I hate it.
Honestly.
I don't like the number 22, to tell you the truth.
Sidek or Basha or someone : So cane rase jadi 22?
Me : Ntah.
I lied. Aku tak suke. But a girl's gotta grow up, right? So live with it je lah.
He threw me a birthday party :) It wasn't really a party, though, since the number of people invited was small. Blame him for the late call. But it was nice, I feel like I am surrounded with my beloved ones :) Thank him for the efforts.
Sidek I just realised there's just one picture of you during the party :( Sorryyy I know I promised to take over your SLR taking photos but I'm afraid it'll break or fall or something like that. SLR is quite heavy, people.
But the pictures are superb I love!
Thank you thank you :)
He gave me the perfect present. I don't know what I did to deserve it.
And my mum sent me a birthday gift with a bithday card.
She is very funny.
To think about it, about the 22 years I've been living, I never want to change any part of it. I was always on my what-ifs phase, I regret things I didn't do, I hated some parts in my life that just didn't go my way. But now looking at it I feel like I'm wasting all those times away when I should just be content and happy.
I have everything I want; love, joy, friendships, and maybe success; here and there.
Maybe not the perfect life, but it is quite perfect for me.
For that, I am grateful.
Okay. So here comes the list.
To Be Completed Before 25
1)get a kitten, long furry in white
2)CUT HAIR. At least a few inches so it doesn't touched my bum
3)get a new haircut. And change color. I get bored easily
4)gain a few more pounds
5)lose a few more pounds on arm, please
6)play guitar in front of more than 10 person
7)have a few of 10k in account(sigh)
8)already a graduate
9)get rid of a few of the handbags, get a decent one
10)get a part-time job
I don't know I suddenly feel the need to make the list, like an adult should make one so I have to. It doesn't make sense, I know.
Looking back, I just realized sometimes my posts sounded melancholy. A lot, maybe.
If you look at it carefully, there are some red spots that annoyed me to no end the whole trip.
On the plus side, these flats are some of the "souvenirs" from Korea :) My first favorite flats ever!
It was our 3rd year anniversary on 20th March :) Three years. My longest real relationship ever.
He made a picture book of me :) Thank you!
Yes we are boring like that.
He made a picture book of me :) Thank you!
Yes we are boring like that.
I am. Never. Ever. Going. There. Again.
It's not like I don't enjoy the currency's difference. It's not like I had that much trouble lost in their many subways. But seriously we are so damn broke I blame it on their many you-can-get-it-cheaper-here stores. Where has all the sanity gone.
I feel guilty to Malaysia government workers. Tax payers.
On the contrary, he said he wants to make going to Seoul a ritual. Maybe once every 6 months. Sebab? Because you can get a pair of Evisu jeans for only 7,000-8,000 yen there compared to the cheapest 20,000 yen here.
Hahaha!
We went to Myong Dong like, 3 times. And saya jumpa a Tokidoki brand :) Hisashiburi.
Overall Korea was okay, the subways are much easier to figure than Tokyo's. We never missed a station, we didn't take the wrong track, we didn't take the wrong densha. So it was okay. His friends are awesome, though the whole 3 days there I spent with them (three Koleq guys, imagine that) but they are nice. Thank you! :)
If I'm going there again, it'll be because of either Full House or clothes. Nothing else.
And Korean people are a whole different story.
Forget manners. Forget aisatsu. Forget nice bargain-ers. They are the people I wish I'd never met.
Malas nak upload gamba lagi. Nanti lah.
And not surprisingly, my feet hurt like hell even after I switched to flats. Yes, my feet are such annoying creatures. But I still love them because they make me complete.
But now I know he can't blame me for hurting my feet from wearing heels ;)
The one thing I regretted is we never had a chance to go to Full House. We were halfway there, though. And got lost in a strange town looking for a bus that doesn't even exist :( Sedih.
And oh here I take the honor to put the picture of the woman who pushed me while walking at Namdaemon(if I remember the name correctly). You should see how strong she is despite her aged looks, because seriously no one ever pushed me that hard, ever.
It's not like I don't enjoy the currency's difference. It's not like I had that much trouble lost in their many subways. But seriously we are so damn broke I blame it on their many you-can-get-it-cheaper-here stores. Where has all the sanity gone.
I feel guilty to Malaysia government workers. Tax payers.
On the contrary, he said he wants to make going to Seoul a ritual. Maybe once every 6 months. Sebab? Because you can get a pair of Evisu jeans for only 7,000-8,000 yen there compared to the cheapest 20,000 yen here.
Hahaha!
We went to Myong Dong like, 3 times. And saya jumpa a Tokidoki brand :) Hisashiburi.
Overall Korea was okay, the subways are much easier to figure than Tokyo's. We never missed a station, we didn't take the wrong track, we didn't take the wrong densha. So it was okay. His friends are awesome, though the whole 3 days there I spent with them (three Koleq guys, imagine that) but they are nice. Thank you! :)
If I'm going there again, it'll be because of either Full House or clothes. Nothing else.
And Korean people are a whole different story.
Forget manners. Forget aisatsu. Forget nice bargain-ers. They are the people I wish I'd never met.
Malas nak upload gamba lagi. Nanti lah.
And not surprisingly, my feet hurt like hell even after I switched to flats. Yes, my feet are such annoying creatures. But I still love them because they make me complete.
But now I know he can't blame me for hurting my feet from wearing heels ;)
The one thing I regretted is we never had a chance to go to Full House. We were halfway there, though. And got lost in a strange town looking for a bus that doesn't even exist :( Sedih.
And oh here I take the honor to put the picture of the woman who pushed me while walking at Namdaemon(if I remember the name correctly). You should see how strong she is despite her aged looks, because seriously no one ever pushed me that hard, ever.
We had our goodbyes tonight. It was nice. I never thought I'd be so well connected with senpais like this but we sure had our good old times.
I hope you'll have a very bright future ahead of you :) Omedetou!
It freaks me out that I have two more years to go. It's not going to be easy, I know.
Since when everything's turned to be so hard?
An engineer.
I want to kerja at pelantar minyak :) Despite the rumors about being busy and not home two weeks a month. I think I can cope with that, because dapat duit banyak. Gile mata duitan.
"I hope my future husband won't let me work after marriage"
I want to work! At least for a good few years.
Flight in the evening. See you after five or six days.
I hope you'll have a very bright future ahead of you :) Omedetou!
It freaks me out that I have two more years to go. It's not going to be easy, I know.
Since when everything's turned to be so hard?
An engineer.
I want to kerja at pelantar minyak :) Despite the rumors about being busy and not home two weeks a month. I think I can cope with that, because dapat duit banyak. Gile mata duitan.
"I hope my future husband won't let me work after marriage"
I want to work! At least for a good few years.
Flight in the evening. See you after five or six days.
Now Listening To Our Song by Taylor Swift.
Packing and packing. I can't do this.
I had a good time last night :) Ok being called "mata biru" is not one of it but on one side it was funny. It was gray, for God's sake.
I wish I believe that I am going to have a happy ending. I wish I can be sure. But reality is much more intriguing. But I secretly envy the couple, the harmony between them and the way he looked at her amazed me. I don't wish that on me but it's nice to see the affection in the air.
I believe everyone has a happy ending.
My finger still hurts, but I can't stop.
I saw this video on Youtube, a girl doing a cover of Savin Me. Shit she's so good.
And I still produce this horrible sound. Sheesh.
Off to Seoul tomorrow!
Packing and packing. I can't do this.
I had a good time last night :) Ok being called "mata biru" is not one of it but on one side it was funny. It was gray, for God's sake.
I wish I believe that I am going to have a happy ending. I wish I can be sure. But reality is much more intriguing. But I secretly envy the couple, the harmony between them and the way he looked at her amazed me. I don't wish that on me but it's nice to see the affection in the air.
I believe everyone has a happy ending.
My finger still hurts, but I can't stop.
I saw this video on Youtube, a girl doing a cover of Savin Me. Shit she's so good.
And I still produce this horrible sound. Sheesh.
Off to Seoul tomorrow!
Now Listening To Kuroi Namida by Anna Tsuchiya.
I think Anna Tsuchiya is a beauty.
How can anyone be so much in emosi?
And he gave a link to Posh's horror picture of her boney neck. Thank you la banyak-banyak, now I can never rest without glancing over my own to check. Sheesh.
I now have two pairs of skinny jeans that I love, finally :) Dah dah jangan memandai nak browse dah, you'll regret it I mean it.
I think I need to be patient till next month, till we're back from Korea, till class starts.
We didn't took any picture, it just hit me. There were a lot of jalan and window shopping and eat :) Nagoya was awesome I found Juicy Couture's sweaters and Betsey Johnson's bags at Osu Walk. But had to let them go considering the trip planned though they were at 40% off -_-
When we went to the Kashmir restaurant, the waiter dared to touch my hand and said "makan lah". I don't know why it bothers him so much that I don't eat much, but to touch my hand??
I'm never going there again. Or maybe he was just being friendly, but still. Oh and I met our former Head Girl there with her friends. I don't think we ever talked at school but she knows my name.
The list. For tomorrow.
I wanted to add more but no spaces left. Ade ke. Punye lah banyak white spaces tuh. Hantu punye app.
I found Anna Tsuchiya's ad for Edwin's Vienus jeans. The jeans are seriously the best, I think even better than Levi's, kot. Lawa gile the pictures don't do it justice.
I tried to ignore. Tapi tak boleh. And we actually went inside and buy nothing :)
Yes I consider that as an achievement.
Me and the gang went to Miyajima today :) I was patting myself on the back since I totally suck at being a tour guide, but this time I managed to get the girls home safe without any arm or leg missing. Congratulations.
The weather was unbelievable. Cold. I was shivering like crazy I felt like my teeth are falling off, and had to sit inside where they had cushions seats and all the while they were taking pictures on the ship. Cis.
My favorite picture/place is the second last one. Because it wasn't freezing cold and tudung tak buat hal.
Off to Nagoya tomorrow :)
A Happy Birthday wish to Ahmad Shahrul Rezuan :)
I'm sorry I didn't get to sing the birthday song with guitar.
Just want to let you know, mister, your existance in my life is one of my dreams come true.
Stay where you are, I'm going to need you in this for a long time :)
Thank yous to be made.
Thank you for sticking with me all these times.
Thank you for being my Mr Incredible.
Thank you for loving this spoiled ass credit card sucker ever since we started.
Thank you for protecting me.
Thank you for understanding.
Thank you for being the perfect other half I ever had.
Thank you for all the things I can't mention here.
You're 22 now. But you do know I'm a lot matured than you right?
:">
I'm sorry I didn't get to sing the birthday song with guitar.
Just want to let you know, mister, your existance in my life is one of my dreams come true.
Stay where you are, I'm going to need you in this for a long time :)
Thank yous to be made.
Thank you for sticking with me all these times.
Thank you for being my Mr Incredible.
Thank you for loving this spoiled ass credit card sucker ever since we started.
Thank you for protecting me.
Thank you for understanding.
Thank you for being the perfect other half I ever had.
Thank you for all the things I can't mention here.
You're 22 now. But you do know I'm a lot matured than you right?
:">
Next stop : Nagoya.
Can't wait! Though purse makin nipis. Hmph.
I don't like travelling alone, that's why I don't do densha much. Norikae much. Not in this lifetime.
Tried Situasi last few days since he mentioned it. Tak boleh blah haha. But I think it was okay considering the suntuk time.
Updated self since away the last few days. Not much, though. Rihanna is getting back together with Chris Brown. Britney is still lipsynch-ing in her recent concert. Nothing new.
Meet Ray Romano, my favorite guy at the moment.
Can't wait! Though purse makin nipis. Hmph.
I don't like travelling alone, that's why I don't do densha much. Norikae much. Not in this lifetime.
Tried Situasi last few days since he mentioned it. Tak boleh blah haha. But I think it was okay considering the suntuk time.
Updated self since away the last few days. Not much, though. Rihanna is getting back together with Chris Brown. Britney is still lipsynch-ing in her recent concert. Nothing new.
Meet Ray Romano, my favorite guy at the moment.
The gifts :)
I'm back, tired, sleepy, aching, happy.
Special thanks to dear boyfriend for making the best effort.
I refused to take the famous pink one just because. I don't go for signature ones, hence the brown Carly.
I bought him the famous Evisu jeans for his birthday. I never thought a pair of jeans could make a guy so happy.
And Betsey Johnson has its own store at Sogo! And I found dVb jeans there!(though it worth almost 50,000 yen)
Life is good.
We found the cheapest ticket to go to Seoul. 20,000 yen without adding the tax. Well at least it's the cheapest we've found so far.
March is now officially here. :)
Oh when we went to the store the other day the salesgirl was surprised when I told her I found the shop through internet. A newbie. She said she worked at Mitsukoshi Hakata before moving there. But the new store is better than the old one, though. Bigger.
She spoke to me like I am older than her. Unbelievable.
And even more surprised when I told her I'm a daigakusei.
"ジューシークチュールはマレーシアで有名なブランドですか？"
Seriously.
Before we went out she greeted me and I thought she must be very sabishii for Japanese are not very familiar with the brand yet, hence the lack of customers.
I can't wait for Seoul.
I'm into all contrast block colors dress/tops right now. It's a disease.
Got another compliment on the ryouri :) But no I cannot do it often, I don't know why.
Tak boleh tido lagi malam ni. I hope I can get up early tomorrow though.
Oh yes I don't think you're that stupid to go through it all over again. When will you learn?
Having faith in wrong things are frustrating, but some things just won't change.
They told me not to trust the other party. Then what else can I trust?
"He'll do things just to hurt you because that's the only thing he can do to you. Getting you hurt is like a win vote for him, without you realizing it"
Why did I encounter things as messy like this. But regardless. At this point, I'm happy.
I knew this one girl back then, who is not categorized as the crowd I want to be, or frankly, the crowd I like. Immature, snotty, a bit of a bitch. The sad thing is everyone was talking bad about her, calling her names, laughing at her back, making rude comments about her body etc. I was almost sympathetic towards her before, until she crossed the line and messed with my life and my relationship. That was when it got ugly. I've never met someone I loathed so much in my entire life.
I was this close to confront her. But something tells me that I should just leave it behind and let her be till she gets the point and apologize, or something.
Well, this is almost the same situation but hardly the same. The backing off feeling is similar, but things are hardly. One thing that is also similar - I suddenly feel like punching someone's face.
Too bad.
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