Hello, 2009.
Happy New Year :)

What I did last night? Watching movies,talking to the loved ones, entertaining people. Because we don't have fireworks here. I don't know what others did.

We were planning to go to the Diamond City this evening, because she wants to get fukubukuro. Me, being the clueless that I am baru sedar kewujudan fukubukuro haha. I should get one worth of cosmetics. Easier, cheaper.

Where the hell did my make more money shop less goals go.

I found the records I used to make using my old phone. Listening to all of them, my goodness they didn't even make sense haha. I used to record things and save them or send them to him, just to keep track of things. Or for fun. Songs and ramblings.

I should stay away from bookstores and mags. But believe it or not this is the first time I found Glamour UK here!(or any other Glamour seriously)

"I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seem to have accomplished far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it happened to me without my ever seeking it."

"Money never made anyone happy in and of itself, but it always gave me a real sense of security, so it enhanced my ability to be happy."

"Sex appeal is something you feel deep down inside. I can convey as much fully clothed, picking apples off a tree or standing in the rain."
-Audrey Hepburn.

I hate him for making girls feel miserable. Maybe I'm not in the shoes. Not in the position to judge. Ye ke? But honestly I just feel for them, for the past they had to go through. She doesn't deserve that, neither of us, I was lucky I got out of it fast enough. And still I feel like it scarred me. For life.
I'm not even mad anymore. Though I left without any last words or mail or goodbye, I don't feel anything, not even guilty, like I used to be before. I'm glad I did it. If I reveal the things from the last 3 years, it'd be even uglier. So I'd better not.

New year, new year. Bye bye past.

I hope you'll find your Edward Cullen.

Yesterday I did the nails for the first time by myself, but they turned out hideous. New resolution la konon.

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